DEATH OF A NOVEL
After 3/4 of a month of word crunching, ugly elbows, unkempt hair, mad coffee and ice cream intake, I bow in defeat to this thing called time. I don't know where it went, or how I suddenly got here although I swear that it was only 15 November a few days back. Even if I sat or stood and typed and typed till tomorrow, the 18000 words I'm after is too far away... (I just sprained my side trying to reach for those words) I hate to admit defeat so soon, but I've preservered, lied to myself, sabotaged my characters, sabotaged my story, not to mention hated my self and life so many times this month. It's finally over. My NaNoNovel Epitaph The nights you kept me awake, Seeking all my attention, You shared my coffee and cake, And caused a whole lot of tension. Yet I cared for you, In ways no one understood, There were moments when I was blue, Yet you never went unnurtured. Then the day came, It was so not expected, Some may say that it's lame, But I...